7

A lot of people have their own favorite number or we can said 'lucky number'. If you have to choose, which one you pick, between 0 - 9?

If you asked me, my answer is 7. There are no special reasons why I love this number and it seem I match with this number (I tought). One of my life story has 'connected' with 7.  Now, the story begin.

For 7 years, I have a love relationship with special someone, just call 'him' in this post. Shortly, we broke up now. I think it's quite long term relationship, but it's not a guarantee for us to stay together forever. (yes, I mean marriage here)

In those time, we had up and down relationship, we temporary broke up several times and this is the last time for us. We have different mission and vision. Do you think, 'he' is not typical of good guy? No, 'he' isn't. 'He' is very kind person and humble. 'He' treated me well and very patient. Although we tried very hard to keep this relationship, on that moment we realize we have to separate to become a better person. This is the best choice for us. 

Am I sad? Very... and I cried a lot, but it must. I felt very guilty, not for him, but for the relationship. I've broken heart again and again.

But, I believe, it's God's plann for our destiny. We must living our life individually. I never dissapointed for the life experiences even for 7 years.

For 7 years we have been through life together - at the moment, his life became my life, and my life was his life, we share and care everything in this world. Thanks for everything to him, 'he' gave me a lot of support, a warm family, the cuties dog in the world - Aslen.

Once again, thank you very much for being a part of my life. I never forget you, now we are facing our next level in life. Move on and now I have to face up that his not mine anymore. 'He' becomes my family and friend now.

Nowdays, there's an another special man for me. My wish 'he' will find his woman too.

Love and Regards,

F.